prologue to now

lloyd - 23, OC cali, drifting, cars, top gear, music, my tv shows, coffee, fixed gears
Ask me anything

it takes just one change of thought

for your mind to change mood and mindset.

(Source: tanner-wilson)

And seeing people act like a couple

Makes me more depressed

Oh yeah, I hate dreams

I hate how the subconscious works with dreams. It’s fucking stupid.

(Source: bambi-itch)

yeah. sounds about right

(Source: Spotify)

happiness

what is it? right now my vision of it is blurred. i don’t think i can experience or feel happiness right now. to me everything i do to be “happy” just masks what’s really going on in my mind, like a false sense of security. i just put up the laughs and smiles so no one else really knows, i sigh every now and then but all i really wanna do is scream my lungs out because of how unhappy i am.

I just wanna scream out at the top of my lungs.

Fuck everything

The need of female companionship

Yep pretty lonely

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